love loud.

yep, i'm a fox.


so, my october was spent writing a research paper about the novel Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. it was a ten page paper about monster/victim relationships, the oppression of society, and the duality of man. by the way, the novel is only 150 pages long, that leaves very little room for bullshark (if you know what i mean). but alas! it's finished and turned in, and rather than bore you with all ten pages (although it's incredibly interesting if i do say so myself) i'll just give you a quote i used, which has quickly been committed to memory for those "mr. hyde" moments of mine.



"I must learn to love the fool in me--the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled, masterful tyrant whom I also harbor and who would rob me of human aliveness, humility, and dignity but for my fool." -- Theodore I. Rubin, MD

and then you should grab a cup of coffee and listen to this song, because it's kind of wonderful.